Sometimes, I feel like i'm completely worthless and unattractive on a physical and emotional level and i'm just never good enough because there is always someone else that overpowers me with their pretty face and personality and i just kinda back down instantly because i feel i have literally NOTHING to fight against with.
Have you ever look into a mirror, staring at yourself with tears streaming down your face, and you're begging yourself to hold on and be strong? That hurts, you know.
Have you ever feel the loneliness that you can feel it in the tears you shed and the tightness in your chest and the only solution is to have somebody to hold yet you dont realise how not even the shadows can give you that warm embrace?
Well, i know i shouldnt be insecure. I shouldn't think like this. I shouldn't feel like this. But the fact is thoughts like this always appear in my head and i cant refuse it. I know there are so many people around me who loves me but i feel like i'm not good enough for them.
